First, what Richenda said and second you are a great mother. I know it's completely crappy that this isn't working and you wanted to do it for all the right reasons but it isn't working.
Drop back and punt because, as Richenda and others have said, your time with your child should not be stressful.
There are far too many babies in the world who don't make it to their first month birthday ... or aren't healthy at their first month birthday ... or don't have parents who care one bit about them ...
Gwen does ... She's healthy, well loved and cared for by parents who want nothing but the best for her. Sounds like a pretty good first month birthday to me. ~hugs~ Sweetie, it gets better and 5 years from now she won't know or care if she nursed or was bottle fed ... she'll know whether she's loved and made to feel safe.
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Drop back and punt because, as Richenda and others have said, your time with your child should not be stressful.
There are far too many babies in the world who don't make it to their first month birthday ... or aren't healthy at their first month birthday ... or don't have parents who care one bit about them ...
Gwen does ... She's healthy, well loved and cared for by parents who want nothing but the best for her. Sounds like a pretty good first month birthday to me. ~hugs~ Sweetie, it gets better and 5 years from now she won't know or care if she nursed or was bottle fed ... she'll know whether she's loved and made to feel safe.